lost and found
Words can’t find their place because they were written somewhere years ago. Now, you’re just feeling it all. The misery, memories, and pain. Real love is when the door is open but you’re not holding it anymore. You gave me a ring, but I was left alone at the altar. You put me in the garden with your promising vine, but my petals are losing their blaze. And I know it’s still love because my flowers still waters itself with tears. It’s not your fault that I let my cup be filled by your love because the devil loves to lie. And my heart knows that it’s real because my faith may be dying, but my love is not. It’s safe to say that my hope in the next season isn’t found in your hands holding mine or my hands holding another. It’s found in areas of hopes where our hearts are healed and not haunted by our ghosts.
Masterpiece! Been on ttpd's been repeat since yesterday tho I have been driving a lot lately and I can't catch some of the songs but that one surely caught my attention. The lyrics surely relatable. I like it a lot along with down bad, so long london, fresh out the slammer, loml, the alchemy, Peter, robin and the manuscript.
ReplyDeleteTtpd's been. Also Florida!!!
DeleteNice! Please bear with me because this maybe long. Hahaha
DeleteMy favorites are:
Who's afraid of little old me (WAOLOM) - this is my #1 song, it describes my life in general. I was gentle, I was tamed, etc etc. "I am what I am now cause you taught me" it talks about my faith, my family, my belief system, the religion, my heartbreaks in the past, my agonies in life, my dreams, and just me.
I can still remember how gentle I was before then people changed it. Or no, I shouldn't blame them. Life will really change us. We will learn to adapt on things.
#2 I can do it with a broken heart
- I can remember my 2019 self. For real, haha! Very very me. It was the first time my heart was broken and I still aced everything. Thankful to those people involved that time.
#3 The Prophecy - how I begged God to change the plot just for the person to stay or change, or be better. After all, His plans always prevail.
#4 Peter - all about childhood life, I'm still guessing that it's about your old self, how you changed and how you feel sorry to your old self because sometimes it didn't go the way you wanted it, but the song is all about meeting the love of your life in a very young age and you grew apart and waited for him and finally realized to accept that it's the same anymore, and you just left the house you both built. It's beautiful!
#4 Down Bad - it's a situationship thing, but if this relationship I have right now will doom to end, it's really DOWN BAD! Hahaha.
#5 Fresh out the Slammer - FIRST LISTEN FAVE, this was like I'm still coming home to the person who made you feel like one. It's either I hate my exes or be friends with them but NOT WANTING them back. But I guess, this song is all about meeting a lot of people but still find yourself going home to the person who made you feel like one.
#6 Guilty as Sin - i'm still in denial that this is quite my #1 song, I somehow can relate in my previous rel. I'll tell you a secret. I was actually falling out of love, like slowly falling out of love and you were begging for the person to act right. Or maybe to act more, then I was longing for someone's touch and intimacy. Emotional cheating as they say. That someone did not even know about my "tryst".
Look at the lyrics "without ever touching his skin, how could I be guilty as sin?" MASTERPIECE. CHEF KISS.
I like the BRIDGE. listen to it and tell me about it please.
#7 The Black Dog - talks about depression, I cried a lot in this song. We somehow experienced it, in our lives, right? It's so sad.
#8 So Long, London - of course, it's given!!! It HURTS. "I died on the altar waiting for the clues" ??!!!!!!! How painful, right?
#9 Fortnigth - I don't like to like overrated song but this one is an exception.
# loml - TEARY-EYED
bonus songs that I don't have the energy to explain but I like:
Clara Bow
thanK you aIMee
The Alchemy
But Daddy I Love Him
Explain to my why you like the songs :)))
You surely are geeking out haha. Okay so for me I liked these songs cause of the beat the rhythm how catchy it is you know, lyrics alone doesn't make a song. But here's what I understood about the lyrics.
DeleteDown bad - nothing gets in my way. if I can't be with you well, Ill be with no one else. That's the mood it's giving haha and the catchiness 9/10
So long London - this. The first time you'll hear this felt like a kick in the gut, youd be really hurt, angry mixed haha. (Just how low did you think I'd go before I self implode before I'd have to go free) It's like a she's so hung up in their relationship that she doesn't really want to leave the person even tho the love isn't there and she's really aware of it but she chose to stay cause of the memories and of the place. Catchiness 8.5/10
Fresh out the slammer - so this song for me I'll play it after so long London for this is like relationship she had before so long London. She's back to him after she's (handcuffed to the spell I was under for just one hour of sunshine years of labor, locks and ceilings in the shade of how he was feeling but it's gonna be alright. I did my time. Now pretty baby I'm running back home to you) that's the mood it's giving for me haha. Catchiness 9.5/10
Loml - interms of lyrics this is the one like the most, this song will be one of my kryptonite for real. (Catchiness 8.5/10)
The alchemy - you're more important than any trophy. You're my heroin but this time with an E. She's cooking ghad hahaha. (Catchiness 8.5/10)
Peter - Childhood promises and regrets??? That's what's it's giving, for me. (Catchiness 9/10)
Robin - self encouragement. (Catchiness 8.5/10)
The manuscript - she's re-reading the manuscript for she doesn't know anymore (looking backwards might be the only way to move forward) I can put myself to the pov of that song. (Catchiness 9/10)
Ill have to listen to some of the songs more. I didn't quite catch some of it. Feel free to correct me if you find my opinion somehow wrong or what haha.
I'd like to correct "So long, london"
DeleteI think it's not about losing your love already. I guess, you still love the person and you're mad as hell because you were with that person for a very long time and you cannot accept the fact that you are both growing apart. It's about "it hurts so much because i have loved you for a very long time and I think i'm not the one". No wonder it's track #5 (all track 5s of her albums are so sad)
Also, i think the person she wrote this song about was depressed. She even said
"You gave us up on the gods of your bluest days"
:(
It somehow means that the other person might still love het but that person is also struggling by himself and the only way to make the other person really free and happy is to end things. But actually she is willing to go through hell and fire with him but he decided to just end it :(
I haven't encountered this kind of relationship or love but I think this will be the death of me. It's so painful. That's why she said
"I'm mad as hell because I have loved this place...
For so long, london"
ROBIN - not self encouragement. It's about telling someone that "fly high tiger because you are nothing but a nonsense person" try to read through the lyrics. I guess 19-21 year old me will love this and give this message or song to my ex that time but I realized already before that we were once young, somehow fool and somehow disoriented. It's good we parted ways though.
So far, these are just my thoughts. We have different experiences in the songs so far. 💯
Not that you mention it, I agree about robin I didn't really get gist of it the first time. For so long London we do have the same point I think? It's just that I didn't considered the guy cause for me no matter how hard your going through no matter how depressed you are if you are so lucky to have a girlfriend like that who will do anything for your relationship, I'd also give my best, try my best to draw strength from each other not drown us both.
ReplyDeleteI agree with you! If I were both in the situation (whether I'm the girl or boy who is depressed), I will stay in the relationship and not be selfish. To love is to sacrifice. To love is also to change. I guess if you don't, then you don't love the person enough.
DeleteThat's sad because I guess Taylor loved him so much but the guy doesn't have the same level with her love. "I died on the altar, waiting for the proof"
However, I guess that's the beauty of the song, some people really experience it.
Now that you mention it*
ReplyDeleteWell that's new, you easily agreed haha. I expected to banter with you a little bit more. but for real tho if you only want him/her to change into your own ideals that just doesn't work for love is also to compromise.
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