[pre-glow] pink skies

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Unknowingly, I was capable of gifting myself

pink skies and empty burden.

Before, smiles and pleasures were compelled

just to reach the shore and summer.


My instincts were right.

I knew it when waves were not about him anymore.

Swam across the ocean to become a conqueror

of faithless, imprudent and self-seeking love. 



Then by just floating freely in the ocean 

I found bliss and I found light.

It's beautiful to know that I was not 

in the same place that drowned me anymore.


If skies were blue and so were ocean,

Why do I keep seeing greens everywhere?

I didn't want to romanticize but

my anticipations were wrecking my rationality. 


But if it's flowed by natural forces,

would it be safe to assume that 

the arrangement was enchanting and magical?

To simplify, you consumed my daydreams effortlessly.


"guilty, your honor"



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